I Wonder...

I wonder...

Will I ever get a handle on this single parenting?

Will I ever get to a point where I don't secondguess every decision I make?

Will I ever love again? Date again? Marry again?

Will Caleb ever understand that the discipline I give is truly for his good?

Will it rain tomorrow?

Will I have the drive and motivation to complete my degree?

Will Grace still want to sleep in my bed when she's in middle school? High school?

Will I be her best friend when she grows up?

Will Caleb wake up in a foul mood?

Will he know that I really do love him even when he makes a poor choice?

Will Facebook be around in five years? Or will it be replaced by something cooler and bigger?

Will I still care about the mentally ill even when I'm not working with them everyday?

Will I always desire to make a difference?

Will I ever lose 10% so we can get Wii Fit?

Will we go to the egg hunt tomorrow or will we just loll about at home?

Will Jack and his daughter Kim ever be reunited?

Will they ever make it off the island or is it just a crazy cruel loop the writers forced us to endure?

Will the battery die before I finish this post?

When I've breathed my last breath, will I have left a legacy of love for God and others?

-written while lying bed trying to go to sleep on April 3, 2009 at 11:37 pm.

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